The Amen Corner

An old photo taken from the upstairs of my Grandparent’s house

The Amen Corner

We shared a two-storey house and garden

with a gold-veined stone fountain

in a Canadian mining town years ago

when few people locked their doors,

neighbours knew all their neighbours,

visits rarely planned or announced.

Our family of six lived upstairs;

Mom’s retired parents lived down.

Beautiful flowers grew around

Grandpa’s colourful garden there.

Four children with lots of toys,

two girls, two boys and many things

crowded into the upstairs space-

our ‘home sweet home’ not a ‘tidy’ place.

Often we’d hear someone knocking

at our shared downstairs side door.

As it opened, we’d hear “We’re here!”

You should have seen Mom’s face.

We’d scramble when Mom commanded

“Clear the decks!” Then we’d race

to tidy ‘the mess’ of our living-

the mess on ‘battleship’ flooring,

on tables, on counters, on chairs,

things spread out everywhere.

We’d grab and throw ‘with care’

everything into ‘the Amen Corner’-

our secret place out of sight,

saying “Amen!” laughing, praying

no visitors would actually see

just how ‘untidy’ we could be

after climbing the stairs

to our heavenly haven.

(Sometimes even pots and pans landed

in the pile out of sight that day.)

Then Mom would sigh and say

“Okay”, smile and open the upstairs door

to welcome the company in.

Visitors ‘talk’, Mom knew. She was no fool.

I laugh, remembering ‘the Amen Corner’-

that place of ‘saving grace’

and ‘saving face’ with visitors too

where our possessions would ‘disappear’.

They’d ‘resurface’ soon once again

appearing ‘a bit worse for wear’

or sometimes remain

hiding a while longer in there

until finally convinced

“the coast is clear!”

April 1, 2023

Shelley Audrey Wilson

Victoria, BC

When I Go Home

Sunlight Through Raindrops: When I Go Home:

When I go Home, It isn’t here on Earth

though I bless this place of many a birth

in many a time and land.

Home isn’t even among the Stars

like the Sirius System, Pleiades and Mars

or all the other places I once knew.

When I go Home, I’ll not delay to stay

in the myriad versions of ‘heavens and hells’

co-created in layered Astral Realms,

Imaginal Realms, Realms of Nightmares and Dreams

where everything seems to ‘feel real’.

I’ve been to these heavens and hells before,

seen their gods and devils, angels and demons before,

their myriad names of power, their games

of rewards and punishments, games of peace and war

amidst the veils of all created illusions,

mythologies, systems of hierarchies and confusions.

When I go Home, I’ll return to Pure Light and Love,

the Great Oneness, the Grace of God Source,

Unconditional Love, our True Eternal Home

in Ultimate Reality, Fully Merged In God.

Then I Am and That’s All That Is,

the Great Oneness of Pure Being.

I may choose to Stay Formless or Continue On

exploring the True ‘Other Side’, Other Ways

of Being in Spirit and Remembering

‘Being Home’, the Great Oneness, Pure Being.

When I go Home again, ‘Being Heaven’ again,

I may Stay or Continue On

to Be Born in Physical Worlds-

choosing to explore New Adventures

or Re-Living Adventures in different ways.

I Am Life Living-Living Life In Many Ways

In the Ever Present, Ever Here, Ever Now.

In Forms, I often forget who I am-

a device, a method to play roles of Becoming,

Becoming those Creative Visions I choose-

no ‘better’, no ‘less’, than ‘Others’ too,

for We Are Life Living- Living Life In Many Ways.

Sooner or later, We All Return To Source,

To Ultimate Reality, To Pure Light and Pure Love,

To ‘Being Home’ and ‘Being Heaven’ again.

October 4, 2021

Shelley Wilson

Travel Light

Travel Light
Sitting quietly in her garden
on a clear mid-summer’s night, she was
heart-stirred by mysterious moon magic
and the fairy-dust of sparkling starlight…
Ariel sent a mental signal
across the vast reaches of space and time…
Come for me now, my love, and take me Home.
I’m ready to travel light.
November, 1996

Home Sweet Home

Home Sweet Home
Home and the memory of Home
so distant now—so far away
the angry Earth, like Mars before,
covered with blood of Man and Beast.
Terror rules the land, the sky, the sea.
How did this horror come to be
that every Fear has led to War
and fragile Freedoms are denied?
Weapons command and Man obeys.
All eyes become the eyes of spies.
All actions are potential threat.
Enslaved in nightmares Mad Men made,
force-fed by prejudice and hate,
we live our self-created fate—
Attack, Destroy, or Watch and Wait.
The voices of a better way
to give our Home a Peace crowned Day
are silent now…
False hope remains for Life on Earth.
And so, we travel ‘midst the stars’
seeking Life for other Wars.
February, 2005